Tonight, I noticed...

As I put Greyson to bed, I had an out of body experience. You know, the kind where you really, really see your child and are amazed at their existence. The kind of moment where you are keenly aware of their every move, their every smile, the simple wave, the beautiful babble, or the touch of their soft skin.  I noticed it all tonight...

I noticed how when you picked out a bedtime book,  you walked backwards until you sank into my lap.  I noticed your amazing smile when mommy made the silly "dinosaur voice".  When I gave you your milk,  you decided to use one hand to hold your sippy-cup and dropped your most prized possession, Boo-Bear,  to hold mommy's two fingers....  And when you thought I didnt notice, you looked up at me and smiled...Tonight,  I noticed and my heart is over-flowing with love...